February 2012
you can make anything beautiful
we were in the parking lot of a del taco in orange county.
she kept looking at me
i kept looking at her hands
i looked up and saw that the moon lit up half her face. but not perfectly down the middle, the light cut through her face diagonally.
her upper lip parted from the bottom one. the bottom one stayed in the dark, and it struck me as odd. like, her mouth was supposed to be guided in to...
last night some one actually yelled out “who wants free drugs?”
and i raised my hand without thinking
4 tags
Me: can you play me a led zeppelin song?
drunk stranger: sure, which one?
me: uhhh. . over the hills and far away
stranger: i don't know that one
me: . . . going to california
stranger: . . i don't know that one. .
me: how about stairway to heaven? if you don't know that, you should just throw away your guitar
fucking a million times before bed. waking up in the middle of the night to fuck. getting up in the morning, getting out of bed to find my pants trying not to wake him, and having him grab me by the waist with a big smile and pull me back in bed.
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
i’m still sore
no regrets
I hate when i’m just sitting there, watching Nextflix with no pants on, and the doorbell rings. fuuuuuuuuuu
I don’t know. I guess after 3 months of not speaking or interacting in any way whatsoever, i thought he’d somehow show up at my door on our anniversary.
i hoped he would say that he was better now, that he would treat me right. he would apologize for shutting me out. he would say he was sorry. and he’d hold me as i cried.
i started crying as i was typing this. it’s very...
That’s been my life. For the past year, that’s been my life. It was a guessing game. which drugs would work, which ones would make it worse. how much would i need. would i start getting addicted. it fucking sucked.
This time last year, I was in the mental hospital.
I painted a wooden heart red and pink. they gave us pink cookies and let us watch the wedding singer. it all felt so...
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Immortal Technique - Dancing With The...
I was completely drunk. But I remember you holding my hand. I remember it very clearly. I remember me squeezing your knee under the table. I remember you admitting you liked me. I remember.
“saying you’re original has become a cliché”
I’ll be with someone and i’ll be happy. i’ll be with someone else and i’ll be happy.
but when i stop and think about it, i don’t know if i’ll ever meet someone who could really understand me.
i’m dating a few boys right now. nothing too serious. but what if one of them asked about a cut on my arm? or what if i told them i needed to go home real quick to...
“This is one doodle that can’t be undid, home skillet.”
